| UN Has Ignored Staffer
Injured by Bomb Blast Her Son Says
After 8 Years of Guterres
Censorship
by
Matthew Russell Lee, Patreon Book
Substack UN
GATE,
June 18 â Given the impunity
of the United Nations,
particularly under Antonio
Guterres, Inner City Press
receives over the transom many
pleas to be heard. It
investigates some, asks UN
Spokespeople - without any
answers, Guterres' censorship
fully implemented by his bots
- and publishes some. Here is
one: Dear
Secretary-General António
Guterres, Deputy
Secretary-General Amina
Mohammed, Dr. Tedros Adhanom
Ghebreyesus, Hannan Sulieman,
leaders of WHO, UNICEF, the
United Nations Joint Staff
Pension Fund, and... Inner
City Press: My name is
Usran Awa. I was three
years old when my mother,
Ranya Kargbo, joined the
United Nations system. I am
now twenty-three years old,
working for a Fortune 500
company in New York, and I
have spent nearly my entire
life witnessing what she has
endured. Throughout
my life, I have seen both the
good and the bad sides of the
United Nations. I have heard
its leaders speak about human
rights, dignity, fairness,
accountability, and protecting
vulnerable people. Yet I have
also watched my own mother
spend fifteen years fighting
for what she believes is basic
fairness after being seriously
injured while serving the
organization. When I was
a child, my mother survived a
devastating bomb blast while
serving with UNICEF. The
attack left her with
life-altering injuries from
which she has never fully
recovered. I remember hearing
the explosion from school and
confusing it for thunder. I
remember waiting for my mother
to come home and seeing the
exhausted, injured, and
debilitated condition she was
in. Fifteen years
later, she continues to live
with the consequences every
day. She suffers from chronic
PTSD, significant hearing
loss, chronic pain, and severe
knee injuries that affect her
ability to walk. She cannot
comfortably join her own
children for long walks
because the pain eventually
becomes overwhelming. I have
spent years helping her manage
daily activities and
encouraging her to rest
because she continues to push
through pain despite the
limitations imposed by her
injuries. She has spent
more than $150,000 of her own
money on medical treatment and
surgeries related to those
injuries. What I have
witnessed over the past
fifteen years appears to me to
be a profound failure of duty
of care. The bomb blast
injured my mother physically,
but what followed has, in many
ways, been equally
devastating. I have watched
her spend years seeking
reimbursement for medical
expenses, recognition of her
disabilities, correction of
pension records, payment of
benefits she believes she is
owed, and answers from
institutions she faithfully
served. For more than
fifteen years, my mother has
written to senior leaders
across the United Nations
system seeking help,
accountability, and
resolution. She has written
to the Secretary-General
António Guterres, Deputy
Secretary-General Amina
Mohammed, Dr. Tedros Adhanom
Ghebreyesus, Hannan Sulieman,
senior officials at WHO,
UNICEF, the United Nations
Joint Staff Pension Fund,
ethics offices, administrative
bodies, and many others... I know this
because I have been copied on
virtually every single email
she has sent. For
fifteen years, I have watched
those emails leave her inbox.
I have watched her wait for
replies. I have watched her
gather evidence, prepare
submissions, provide medical
reports, answer questions, and
continue to engage in good
faith with institutions she
once believed would protect
their own staff. Too
often, what followed was
silence. Days became
weeks. Weeks became
months. Months became
years. What I found most
difficult to witness was not
only the silence, but the
humiliation that came with it.
I watched my mother repeatedly
explain and re-explain
injuries that were real,
documented, and life-changing.
I watched her submit medical
evidence, receipts, reports,
and correspondence only to
find herself having to start
again. I watched her dignity
eroded by a process that
seemed endless. I also
watched years of disputes
regarding her salary,
benefits, disability
recognition, pension records,
and employment-related
entitlements. I watched
periods of leave without pay
that had devastating
consequences for our family. From my
perspective as her son, these
actions appeared designed to
wear her down financially and
emotionally, to isolate her,
and to pressure her into
abandoning her claims and
resigning. I watched
allegations made against her
that she firmly denied. I
watched her fight to defend
her reputation and integrity
while simultaneously managing
the consequences of
life-altering injuries. I
watched her continue to show
up, continue to respond,
continue to document, and
continue to defend herself
while others with far greater
institutional power stood
against her. Yet she
refused to give up. She
remained steadfast. She
continued to speak. She
continued to document.
She continued to pursue what
she believes is the
truth. She continued to
believe that somewhere within
the United Nations system
there would be leaders willing
to listen, review the facts
fairly, and act with
integrity. That day
has still not come. As
her son, I have witnessed the
personal cost. I have
seen the tears, the sleepless
nights, the frustration, and
the exhaustion. I have heard
the deep cries of a woman who
feels abandoned by the very
institutions she trusted and
served. What many people
fail to understand is that the
consequences did not stop with
my mother. They extended
to her children. They
extended to me. I grew
up watching my mother live
with pain, disability,
uncertainty, and fear. Living
alongside this reality has
affected me profoundly. The
anxiety, stress, and emotional
burden of witnessing her
suffering have followed me
throughout my life. No
child should have to watch a
parent spend fifteen years
pleading for fairness.
No child should have to
witness a parent repeatedly
ignored while struggling with
injuries sustained in
service. No child should
have to grow up hearing
promises of dignity and
accountability from global
institutions while watching
those same principles appear
absent from their own familyâs
experience. This is not
simply about money. It
is about dignity. It is
about accountability. It
is about whether the values
the United Nations promotes to
the world are applied equally
within its own
institutions. As the son
of a UN staff member, I
respectfully call upon the
leadership of the United
Nations, the World Health
Organization, UNICEF, and the
United Nations Joint Staff
Pension Fund to review my
motherâs case fairly,
transparently, and without
further delay. I ask that her
outstanding medical
reimbursement claims be
reviewed and resolved. I
ask that her disability status
be reassessed based on the
available evidence. I
ask that any inaccuracies in
her pension records be
corrected. I ask that
her concerns be addressed
respectfully and
transparently. I ask
that an independent senior
official or panel review the
matter and provide a written
determination. Most
importantly, I ask that
someone finally listen.
I have intentionally not
copied my mother on this
letter. After fifteen years of
fighting these battles
herself, I do not wish to
expose her to further
disappointment, stress, or
humiliation. I write
independently as her son and
as a direct witness to the
impact these events have had
on her and on our
family. For fifteen
years, I have been copied on
her emails. For fifteen
years, I have watched my
mother write to many of the
people receiving this
letter. For fifteen
years, I have watched her ask
for fairness, accountability,
dignity, and
recognition. Today, I
write my own. I do not
write out of anger. I do
not write out of
bitterness. I write
because I have spent most of
my life witnessing the
consequences of what happens
when an injured staff member
believes she has nowhere left
to turn. I write
because I have watched a woman
who survived a bomb blast
while serving UNICEF spend
fifteen years fighting for
recognition of injuries that
continue to affect her every
day. I write because I
have seen the cost imposed not
only on her, but on her
children and family.
Most importantly, I write
because I still believe
leadership matters. The
people receiving this letter
have the authority to ask
questions. The people
receiving this letter have the
authority to review the
facts. The people
receiving this letter have the
authority to ensure that this
matter receives an
independent, fair, and
transparent review.
After fifteen years, no one
can say they were
unaware. After fifteen
years, no one can say they did
not know. After fifteen
years, silence is a
decision. My mother has
spent fifteen years asking for
fairness. As her son, I
am asking for the same.
Respectfully, Usran Awa Watch this site. Your
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